IT'S FUNNY HOW BEST FRIENDS CAN BE SOMETIMES

The first lyrics u ever made me read
Here they r
i have always wanted to give them to u when u leave
it just seems too fast that the moment has come

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

(Somehow)Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life yeah)

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye (yeah yeah)
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life)

Never gone, never far
In my heart (in my heart is where) is where you are (you are)
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are

I just flunked my first test in uni. it feels great especially that its a writing test n we've gotten to WRITING AT THE SENTENCE LEVEL...but the exam was so stupid n confusing n so UNCLEAR....screw all the english dept. teachers n their head.
I'M PISSSSSSSSSSSED!!
wish me luck with the rest of the tests :S

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IT'S NOT

It's real...i can feel the pain...n it's killing me

Just RaNdOmZ....

I wish I could take away all ur pain...because i would

there's so much going on in my head...its gonna explode

i dont know what to feel...i dont even know what im supposed to be feeling right now

i need to buy a shirt for that skirt im gonna wear in 3eed

i wanna get the N80

i wanna get a school bag

Arwa is being mysterious and its getting on my nerves

my ex best friend sent me a msg

my bro cant make up his mind about his room furniture and when i went with him i got all these ideas now i wanna change my room

i wanna exchange glasses with my sis

im reading the ghost n its so boring so far

i want to stop day dreaming

i think i changed but shahd doesnt think so

i lost my cbox bcz i reset my template n i dont feel like putting another one

one of my old friends is getting married in nov. 3rd and another in december..its scary

Mona wants me to throw a surprise party for reem at her place but i saaid no bcz i dont wanna go to her house i think she hates me now

i hate my writing teacher

im making new friends in college

i miss mariam so much i have no clue where she is right now

some ppl have really weird names on MSN

i wanna know whoz najla

where does email go when we die?

i want someone to sign on my MSN when i die n tell everyone that LuLu is dead 3ashan yd3ooli

my cousin is in seatle...i wanna go to america

some ppl never change

im addicted to playing spider solitaire

i want that hello kitty T-shirt

i wanna ride a bike outside in the street

i cant wait till its winter

i wanna make a corn salad

i wanna watch the proud family

someone i thought was dead showed up today n i smiled

i miss my family back in jedda n makka i cant wait to see them

i wish i saw my mom's mom :(

the internet on my laptop doesnt work

i miss moody although i saw him yesterday

i can touch my head n rub my tummy at the same time i dont know whats so hard about it

i prefer yellow light

some ppl are just so SELFISH

i neeed to renew my anti-virus it keeps popping up

I miss school!
i swear i miss every single thing in that school including STUDYING!
jam3a (KSU) is so stupid we still havent started classes yet! i mean get a life we should have started already! and the annoying thing is u come to class and the teacher doesnt feel like showing up so u think u can grab the door n leave? NOPE sorry u cant leave b4 12 i mean what the hell ur just stuck there doing absolutely NOTHING and all ur day is gone 3ala rotting under the sun NOTE TO SELF * I need to start wearing sunglasses* but i cant help it i dont like seeing the world ela with the natural colors plus i cant not wear my all time favorite pair of chanel glasses *THEY"RE SO HOT* anyhoo the worst is yet to come..today we were supposed to go to our first arabic class (YUK) so in my schedule it says that its in building 9.. so i go there n all the room numbers start with 7..so i go back n check the number outside the buildingand it still said 9..i mean if it was 9 shouldnt the numbering be starting with a 9?anyway so its like a puzzle i have to find room 927 but i think its like a magical thing so it disappears when it doesnt feel like letting anyone in...anyway so i decide to go upstairs maybe the numbering goes up each floor so i go n its still starting with 7's..so A volunteers to go looking for it in the other floors and i waited for her on the 1st floor..so she goes up and she starts calling me n her voice is like shaky n stuff so im like whats wrong n shes like lulu theres this big scary machine kitha exposed without anything to like back ppl off it wala shaywe do have safety measures dont we? so anyway when she comes back down we discover a door at the end of the hallway so we head to it and there r stairs but theyre not like normal u know the metal stairs the ones they put in amusement parks next to the rides? ya those well so we go upp and its so scary n we walk and then there r stairs n u go down a few steps just to find ur class there waiting for u with all its ugliness so the first thing u see on the door is a sign that says the teacher is sorry but he cant come but i really do appreciate him telling us so we could leave without waiting not like the other teachers who dont come period anyway now i know how much better my school was i mean i used to think it was a strict shool n everything bss now i know it was like heaven seriously i miss living that life..i miss bringing shahi (tea) to ilmadrasa evryday n have a lil picnic with my friendsi miss every single girl in my class let alone my friends..uh its so annoying i just wanna be in an english environment n i'll be fine hose girls look at me n A when we r talking in english like we r aliens or something..i try to speak in arabic but i cant help it its not like they dont english i know they do but they think if u speak it all the time without a necessity or something like ur so westernized n all that crap..
i have to tell u about this girl shes so annoying n malgoofa ukh..we were sitting in class waiting for the never showing teacher ..n the class is huge n not many girls shwed up so she wants to sit next to me n A..so i thought she was nice n let her have the seat my bag was sitting on (now i think my bag desrved it more) so shes like wow u guys speak english we r like umm ya n shes like how come so we have to tell her the whole story n she wants to know every single detail and the idea of being english educated like shocks her anyhoo when we were about to leave home A calls her driver to come pick us up and shes like what? wat did u say to him? n im like what do u want seriously shes so nosy!ukh i just hate ppl like that so now im like trying to avoid her..me n A are working on strategies on how to plan our seating so that we wont have to sit next to her or let her sit next to us..n this post is so like long i know but im like fed up seriouslythis is only my 2nd week and i've faced all this i wonder what i'll have to see by the time i finish my 7th year...i feel like i can go on on n on about this n never shutup...God help LuLu =(

LuLu's back
......n feeling blue =(